I am on the count down

I am dreading the 1st of August since that means I only have 1 more month left till I am back at work (if I can find a job). I didn't think I was going to take it this hard. It's inevitable that I have to go back, this is not a shocker to me. Yet I am on the verge of tears at times just thinking of it. Boooo! I hate this!! I wish I could stay at home and raise my own child and not have to pay someone else to do it! Waaaa! Yes I am being a cry baby but I can't help it, I don't wanna go to work! *insert pouty face, crossed arms and a foot stomp*