Tuesday, July 14, 2009
What a week!
I just want to cry! I don't know if it's the hormones, stress or just being overwhelmed with things that I need to get done but all I want to do is cry. I just feel like everything is starting to weigh on me now. The need to get the room ready and the things that we are going to need for baby, the cost of everything, the piling bills, the scary fact that we will be down to half of my income when on mat leave, the stress of work and now the scare of gestational diabetes. I am feeling very overwhelmed and unsure of how we are going to survive. There is so much I want to get done before baby comes I just don't see how I will finish everything. *la sigh* Oh how I love being a stress ball.