I always get a little down around my birthday and today is no exception. We are supposed to be heading over to my in laws after Blair is off work today to celebrate my birthday and our belated anniversary. I am just feeling so over whelmed with the shower, Nanook and Kaiya that I am just not feeling celebratory I guess. And besides it's for my birthday and .... I HATE BIRTHDAYS!!!!
They are so depressing! Not cause I am getting older, I really don't care about that. I just find them so disappointing. I guess I expect too much from people (like them to actually show up for a drink perhaps) I haven't celebrated my birthday in probably 5 years and I want to keep it that way because ..... I HATE BIRTHDAYS!